It wasn't just fear of the immediate past, it was fear for the future… and fear of what he might do while still asleep… but that was even more imaginary.

The damning thing when fighting himself was when he didn't know which side to go with: which was wisdom and which defeat. So he decided to side with her.

Cassian nodded and rested his face between her neck and shoulder. "Okay. Thank you for getting me out."