Oh, no, my love… the dream is for peace outside ourselves so we can storm in safety… it’s in danger outside that we can’t allow the inner storms… Please let them someday have these conversations.
It was a mindkark: the effect of situation on a relationship. Would his dynamic with Bix have been different if they could have existed in a place apart, like this? Was his relationship with Jyn so shaped by it?
To a degree, of course, but not fundamentally. They were such different people, and he was different with them. He refused to put it to words because comparing Jyn and Bix seemed a lousy thing to do. The only conclusion to draw: he hoped Bix was okay somewhere, and he was abjectly glad to be with Jyn.
He gathered her closer and kissed her hair.
Okay… fact… Though he was so relaxed, it was hard to think of anything calming. The shields being lower allowed for worse things to present. Finally he said, “I can make a doll out of twigs.”
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Date: 2025-06-02 02:39 pm (UTC)It was a mindkark: the effect of situation on a relationship. Would his dynamic with Bix have been different if they could have existed in a place apart, like this? Was his relationship with Jyn so shaped by it?
To a degree, of course, but not fundamentally. They were such different people, and he was different with them. He refused to put it to words because comparing Jyn and Bix seemed a lousy thing to do. The only conclusion to draw: he hoped Bix was okay somewhere, and he was abjectly glad to be with Jyn.
He gathered her closer and kissed her hair.
Okay… fact… Though he was so relaxed, it was hard to think of anything calming. The shields being lower allowed for worse things to present. Finally he said, “I can make a doll out of twigs.”