It's not "what have I done". There's no such surprise at yourself. You know what you are and what you do.
It's all coming apart! Shhh, calm down
It's the man (who you signed on yourself) you forced out of this dimension by creating—forcing—a body into his place
Calm down. We'll be all right
(putting your muzzle so gently against his heart through his back with a hug)
It's: Him? How did he become "what I had to do" next?
—No time Move Recalibrate
Climb
Scale this wall Build new walls while running
Get the intel back Nothing else matters; not him, not me
They would have killed you, only slowly and painfully, and destroyed what you serve and love when they were through I did it to do the opposite of all of that That's the truth even if I don't feel it either
Cassian Andor reset his teeth, stuck his blaster in his belt, tugged his jacket over, and turned on his heel to launch himself at the wall—
—only to nearly slam face-first into a new humanoid— who literally hadn't been there one millisecond ago.
[ooc: so I'm thinking the Doctor didn't actually see Cassian kill Tivik but he can probably figure it out—only hopefully not immediately so Cassian can drag the Doctor back to his ship, first, 'cause Stormtroopers are coming?]
for borntolove
Date: 2022-10-31 02:05 am (UTC)IC:]
A flinch. A flash.
Others don't understand
(still-inexcisable nausea)
Shhh
It's not "what have I done". There's no such surprise at yourself. You know what you are and what you do.
It's all coming apart!
Shhh, calm down
It's the man
(who you signed on yourself)
you forced out of this dimension by creating—forcing—a body into his place
Calm down. We'll be all right
(putting your muzzle so gently against his heart through his back
with a hug)
It's: Him? How did he become "what I had to do" next?
—No time
Move
Recalibrate
Climb
Scale this wall
Build new walls while running
Get the intel back
Nothing else matters; not him, not me
They would have killed you, only slowly and painfully,
and destroyed what you serve and love when they were through
I did it to do the opposite of all of that
That's the truth even if I don't feel it either
Cassian Andor reset his teeth, stuck his blaster in his belt, tugged his jacket over, and turned on his heel to launch himself at the wall—
—only to nearly slam face-first into a new humanoid— who literally hadn't been there one millisecond ago.
[ooc: so I'm thinking the Doctor didn't actually see Cassian kill Tivik but he can probably figure it out—only hopefully not immediately so Cassian can drag the Doctor back to his ship, first, 'cause Stormtroopers are coming?]