Fulcrum

"No, I know," Jyn assured him, shaking her head. She was no mindreader, of course, and couldn't actually assume that she knew his meaning, but she hadn't taken it as a comparison or a contest. It was just that, having lost so much so many times over, it was difficult sometimes to remember things in terms of what she had gotten to have or ways she'd been fortunate. "I didn't think you were comparing. I just never really thought about it that way. I haven't really thought about any of this in a long time."